just need to write my feelings before I go to bed. The reason why I keep my blog and Jason’s website going is because for me it’s therapeutic and also for you that are reading these updates I know you are thinking about Jason, Bruce, Nicole and myself and are saying prayers for all of us but especially Jason. These prayers are needed more than ever. Jason is going through a really rough patch at the moment. The toughest time he has ever had to go
through.
With tomorrows procedure looming I am very nervous about it. Jason doesn’t handle anaesthetic well as his oxygen levels normally drop. Last night when I got home from the parent meeting for the special needs school we had a rough night with fevers the whole night. This morning as well high fevers that wouldn’t settle. They seemed to ease out for a bit but then started again this
afternoon.
My mind is racing about tomorrow. The xray shows his chest is ok which is great but it’s the fevers that I am worried about. Dr. P was with me about 45 mins ago and he doesn’t know why Jason is having these fevers. He has ordered more bloods to see if anything comes up. We are battling to bring them down. Tonight we had to re-site the drip and then later when Dr. P examined Jason he decided to check bloods again. Was torture for me having to hold him down and comfort him through all this. Shame Bruce and I were whatsapping and he is very concerned about Jason and me. Asking how Jason is, how is his temp, how is the diarrhea etc. and then how am I. I had to lie and say that I a fine when actually I feel like I am falling apart. BUT I didn’t want Bruce going to bed worrying about Jason and myself. Sometimes it’s better not to know. Well that’s what I think anyway so Bruce can focus on what he needs to.
Anyhow the procedure is tomorrow at 8pm. I am not sure how long it is. I am guessing really short. After that we have to go for xray to see the movement of the dye.
Tomorrow the kids from Jason’s old school are wearing red and blue in aid of Jason. So precious. I have been promised photos.
My eyes are literally closing I must get to bed. Please keep up the prayers for
Jason.