Well our VISA application has been done. I flew to Joburg yesterday and the appointment was today. All done and dusted, not as nerve wracking as I thought and I as usual was way over prepared and took way too many documents. Rather be safe than sorry. Now we wait about 5 days and hopefully we will have our passports and Visas in our hands next week.
This past week I would say was one of the worst week we have had with Jason. The gagging and vomiting and screaming continues. There is absolutely nothing we can do that helps. It doesn't matter what we feed him, how we feed him, how much we feed him, he is gagging and vomiting terribly and is clearly in terrible pain. It is terrible seeing our little boy like this and that feeling being a parent and not being able to help your child is just terrible. We just wish we could take that pain away from him. We have a month to go today for Austria but I don't know how much more Jason can handle and we can handle seeing him like this. A month is a long time away. Bruce and I are both physically and mentally tired and I can only imagine how Jason is feeling.
To watch Jason like this kills us. We so long for him to wake up feeling happy and not sick. We want him to run into our room in the morning and play with us on the bed, we want him to ride his bicycle again, run outside and play with the dogs and just so want him to feel like the happy Jason again.
We continue to be positive though and hang onto the fact that Austria is not far away now. God has been with us every step of this journey and he will continue to walk this journey with us and give us the strength to get through this.
This past week I would say was one of the worst week we have had with Jason. The gagging and vomiting and screaming continues. There is absolutely nothing we can do that helps. It doesn't matter what we feed him, how we feed him, how much we feed him, he is gagging and vomiting terribly and is clearly in terrible pain. It is terrible seeing our little boy like this and that feeling being a parent and not being able to help your child is just terrible. We just wish we could take that pain away from him. We have a month to go today for Austria but I don't know how much more Jason can handle and we can handle seeing him like this. A month is a long time away. Bruce and I are both physically and mentally tired and I can only imagine how Jason is feeling.
To watch Jason like this kills us. We so long for him to wake up feeling happy and not sick. We want him to run into our room in the morning and play with us on the bed, we want him to ride his bicycle again, run outside and play with the dogs and just so want him to feel like the happy Jason again.
We continue to be positive though and hang onto the fact that Austria is not far away now. God has been with us every step of this journey and he will continue to walk this journey with us and give us the strength to get through this.